this story is about yaya and her bf, amirul aiman...
i got this story from fatyn.
10th may 2010
i just got home from school n i received 2 text message from you. i ignored them and went bathing. after taking my bath, i watched tv for awhile and i realized that i haven't replied your messages so i quickly went to my room to take my cell. i received another 2 messages from you so equally, i received 4 messages from you.
you: B?
you: B? Mane b?
you: Reply la:(
you: B? Mana b? knape lambat sgt balik?
i was seriously waaay too scared if he might be scolding me for not replying his messages for quite awhile so, i quickly messaged him, to not make him worry about me.
me: sayang? sorry tak reply td. i balik sekolah terus mandi td. then i tgk tv i terlupa message you. sorry? you marah ke?
you: oh okay okay. tak, i tak marah. tp jgn buat i risau k bie?
me: okay okay sayang. i'm sorry.
you: tkpe, mwa mwa hehe. b dekat mane ni?
me: dekat rumah. lepas ni nk pegi makan dgn mak. you?
you: ala, nak makan dekat mane? jumpe lah i b :( i dekat cabin. bosan.
me: i LAPAR!
you: makan dgn i k bie?
me: i want to but mak suruh teman dia lah sayang.
you: okay okay, i main badminton dgn budak budak lah.
me: okay, take care busuk.
you: mane ade busuk. b la buchuk macham. kalau balik awal, dtg rumah i :(
me: eh, sejak bila jadi rempit? okay, tgk lah dulu.
you: takde tgk tgk, kena jugak.
me: ye yeeee.
you: alaaaa.
me: huh?
you: b marah:(
me: eh, tkde ah, karut je.
you: hm okay.
me: aiyk?
you: dtg!
me: insyaAllah, kalau sempat. kalau tak, jumpa malam k syg?
you: okay b. b, i nak main badminton jap?
me: okay okay, bye. love you. take care, dear. see you.
you: okay, love you so much. take care too. miss you love you. see you too, b. jumpa i jugak hari ni, tak kira:(
me: okay syg, don't want that sad face.
you: okay okay:D dah
me: main happy lagi, k bye muah
you: mwa, love you.
but then, i didnt manage to come and meet him in the evening. so i did meet him at night (the last night we spent our time together). so my mum sent me to his condo at 8 something. but he wasn't there then i messaged him.
me: mana you? i kat cabin dah.
you: jap. i tengah siap nk turun,b.
after a few minutes, my friends came and sit in a table with me. and we talked and laughed waaay too much. and after a few minutes later then, he came but yeah, i know he would'nt come to me first. so he went to cafe to buy cigarettes if i'm not mistaken...... after that, you came and sit beside me. then my friends seemed curious when they looked at arwah.
alyn: man, asal muka kaw lain do?
bay: aah do!
you: mana ada lain lah. you, muka i lain ke??
me: ntah, mcm sama je kot haha. lain ke dia, eryn?
eryn: aku rasa sama je.
fine then. when we got bored, we went to the badminton court to play badminton. and yeahs, i was the one who took the racquet and you asked me to put it back because you wanna spend your time with me at that night.
you: b, takyah la main. dduk sini dgn i.
me: alaa, kejap je lah.
you: mhm, okay.
when i was playing badminton, you can't stop staring at me while smiling. everytime i looked at you, you were staring at me at smiling. and after a few minutes, i sat beside you and hold your right hand.
me: you, knapa you lain harini?
you: mana ada i lain lah b. i sama je.
me: okay okay.
then after 10 minutes kot, nisha asked me to accompany her to the lobby. and i said okay. but you refused to let me go. then i told you that it takes only 5 minutes. then you said k. when i came back to the court, you were playing badminton with ..(i cant recall who). when, i entered the court, as most of people know that the door sounds annoying and i opened it, everyone will look at me and you shouted ' B! '. and i said 'Oh hai' with a very weird face. i was just making an annoying face like that hehe. and at 10.30 p.m, he took me to infront of the court.
you: *holding my face. b, pandang i.
me: *staring in his eyes.
you: ingat ni sampai bila bila. i sayang you sgt sgt. ingat ni! sayang sgt sgt.
me: i pun sayang you sgt sgt *small laughs
you: i sayang b sgt sgt. jgn tinggalkan i?
me: knpa you ckp mcmtu syg?
you: oh tak, just jgn tinggalkan i. k?
me: ye lah, i dah promise kan dulu? knpa you lain ni?
you: mana ada i lain lah syg. i sama je.
after a few minutes then, my mom called and asked me to go home. then,
me: you!
you: haaaa
me: nak i balik pukul brape?
you: ala, tak boleh balik, kena dduk dgn i.
me: betul betul boleh tak?
you: betul lah. ala, jgn lah balik:(
me: mengada ehhh. *on the phone, ma, ambik lagi 10 minutes lah.
mak: okayy
after 10 minutes later, mum messaged me telling that she has already at the guard house. then i told arwah, he quickly take my both hands and say
you: b, ingat apa i pesan td sampai bila bila tau.
me: okay okay, i promise lah you. pink swear? hahaha
you: hehe, pinky swear. *kiss
me: babaii
you: babai. i love you so much. take care
me: love you too, and you too.
you: k bie.
then i ran to mum's car and suddenly you shouted 'YAYA! I LOVE YOU!'. then i shouted back, ' I LOVE YOU TOO MUAH MUAH!'. that was the last time i heared your voice, till now im still wanting to hear your voice again, and all over again. but i know i cant. i hope you're in peace and surely, in a better and best place.
when i was in my car, i could see the badminton court and you were there flying kisses to me. that's soo sweet of you. and that was the last time i saw your face, your smile, and your everything. when i reached home, you messaged me.
you: b?
me: eh hi. cepatnye.
you: i rindu b
me: alolo rindu you jugak sayang.
you: tgh buat apa?
me: takde buat ape ape. i lapar lah.
you: sama lah, lapar.
me: pergi lah makan
you: nak pergi makan dgn alfiq jap boleh?
me: okay, pergi lah. take care.
you: k, jap. nak siap.
*i didnt reply.
you: b?
me: yes?
you: nape tak reply?
me: lah, cakap nak siap.
you: okay okay, i nak pegi makan tau.
me: okay, take care k.
you: okay. b, nak drive jap. jap g i msg balik.
me: alright, elok elok.
*after a few minutes
you: b?
me: yo
you: b jgn tinggalkan i?
me: syg, knpa dgn you ni?
you: tak, i takut b tinggalkan i.
me: mana ada lah :'(
you: alolo sorry sorry. dah dah.
me: jgn cakap mcmtu lg k?
you: okay okay, b i nak b ingt ni smpai bila bila. i sayang b sgt sgt. ingat ni!
me: okay sayang, i pun sayang you. lg lebih!
then you didnt reply my message. i was kinda curious, but i dont know why that night i didnt feel like calling you. i did asked my sister where were you but she said she dont know. my sister asked me to call you but i just dont know why i didnt make make the things i used to do, which is trying to reach you and message you until you replied mine. i didnt want to bother you lepak with your friends, maybe
so i fall asleep while waiting for you. i managed to sleep only for a few minutes. then, nisa called me. i didnt hear her calls at first. but then, my sister woke me up telling there's someone calling me. i answered her call and i was waay 'mamai' that time.
me: hello?
nisa: ya? yaya okay tak?
me: okay je, knpa?
nisa: ya, aiman dah takde ya.
me: huh?
nisa: ya, aiman dah takda ya. wake up, ya. wake up!
me: jgn mengarut lah nisa
*i end the call.
right after i end up with nisa's call, amar(eryn's boyfriend) called me
amar: hello ya.
me: ha, ada ape?
amar: wei, aku dekat gate kecik Emerald ni.
me: ha, asal?
amar: wei ya, aiman kau dah takda au. dia accident. kau nk dtg tak? aku amik kau.
me: aaaa, tkpe ah. bye
*end
then i quickly told both my parents that aiman has already became arwah. my dad asked me to go take my wudhuk and pray all the best for arwah. so i quickly go and give yassin to arwah. i repeat the surah, loads of times, non-stop. there were loads of friends calling and messaging me but i managed to answer only some of them because i didnt know what to say. my mind was blank and all i thought that moment was, only ARWAH.
and the saddest phone call i received on that morning was from hazmie. he cried when he was on the phone with me. we didnt get to say anything than crying out loud. i couldnt stop crying and hazmie told me to be strong. i didnt say anything. oh god, i cant believe im crying right now.
after half an hour later, dad asked me to go to the hospital with him.my mum dad and my sister followed to the hospital. when we arrived there, the first person i saw was kak aisyah (aiman's sister). she came to me and hugged me waay too tight! and both of us couldnt stop crying. after that, i hugged aiman's mum. she was crying too but i cant believe that she was waay too strong accepting the fact that her son was not here anymore.
i met some of my friends there, all i can say is i couldnt stop crying. my eyes looked like asdjkkzjfg, i dont know what to say. at the hospital, i didnt stop giving aiman non stop yassin. then, after half an hour, someone shouted 'amirul??' everyone stood up and quickly go to the forensik's room.
and the only 'thing' we saw was, Allahyarham Amirul Aiman's body, right in front of our eyes. i cried out loud. and it was the last time i hold his face. he was so cold. and he looked different. there was a scar on his head. it was because the BANG he had in the accident. i dont know how to say this, my mind was so blank that time and i dont believe i cried waay too bad that time.
* THE END!
B! lepas bc ni bby trus ingt kt b. dun leave me okayy? never ever leave me. i lovee you so damn damn much! you know that right, dear? mmmuuaahhh!
